We didn’t watch the show for an hour.....lol. I came in, went to her bedroom, she locked the door, had wine ready to go so we sat there for 15 min or so, chatted, touched, drank wine before we started in. It was fun, I enjoyed it, we laughed, etc. Hell maybe it is the chase and now some of the fun is gone. Maybe I am still doing some healing from my D which prevents me from fully engaging. I know I am not thinking about my x when I am with her. This is also the longest girl I have dates since my D so maybe some of these feelings are normal. I do think I have what DH described as post orgasm depression.
I like snuggle time and we did lay there for a bit it just wasn’t this long drawn out session of pillow talk. When she said it’s almost time for you to go since it was a little after 9 I didn’t know if she really wanted me to stay or if she was being serious. And she was the one that brought it up not me so I took that as my que to get up and get dressed because I did go to the gym this morning.
She will be getting flowers today and I guess if anything maybe I am sorting through what I really want since now I am faced with N opportunity for it.
