/journaling

There are some thoughts from LH and AS and other threads that I want to get to, but it’s not happening right now—quick update before I go to sleep, and in the meantime I will be ‘pondering all these things in [my] heart’ like the Blessed Virgin Mary.

Took a break from working out because of stomach flu, and then I had my energy sapped by a cold / respiratory virus that made me exhausted and at times dizzy.

Getting back into it—20 push-ups, 20 butterfly sit-ups after my last class of the day. Nice! Still love how I look shirtless in a pair of jeans, weighed 177 lbs. earlier this afternoon. Will try out the new dress shirts next week—they fit fine, they will go into the rotation next week.

Bit of Valentine’s Day shopping for me and the boys tonight. Notice who I included and who I didn’t. W gets nothing from me this year, except probably my saying “Happy Valentines’ Day.” Says she doesn’t want to be my wife? Says she doesn’t want to be married to me? Says she doesn’t think we’re compatible, and doubts that I ever found her attractive? You get nothing from me—I’m through pursuing or letting her eat cake if I can help it.

Anyway, at the store....a set of jet plane utensils for YS to use (he will be 5 months soon, and they are rated for 6 months plus), so hopefully he will be able to use them relatively soon. For OS, a Cars Minis and Thomas the Train Minis blind bag pack, plus a couple of Hot Wheels cars for he and I to ‘share.’ Also picked up a couple of bottled coffee drinks for me to have this week, and a bottle of Coors Banquet Beer on clearance. Clearance beer! (Or, ‘beerance,’ as I call it.) Clearance beer, because I keep things classy AF. That’s right, ladies—what you have to look forward to in the future once W gets her D decree and I continue to do some work on myself, come and get it! In all seriousness, Happy Valentine’s Day to me and the boys.

My undergrad university has some alumni events that I seriously need to look into doing. Kings game in downtown LA? Hockey? Heck yeah. My GALing has not been all that great—I should look into those things.

And that’s it for now—I’m sure there are other things, but my brain is outta juice.

Goodnight and Happy Valentine’s Day, DB Land!


M: 36
W: 30
T: 9
M: 7

S6 (OS)
S7mo (YS)

ILYBINILWY BD: Feb. ‘18

W Wants S / D BD: 1/4/19

H / W still in-house

D papers from W: 3/14/19