I don't want to be a downer, separation is still fresh, I am not thinking of a timeline, it has been only 3 months and some days, I feel like I am betraying my W, as supid as this sounds.
I really don't talk to anyone about it, just to you kind people here, most of the time I stay quiet to my friends and family.
It is not healthy I know, but I already tried to talk to friends and family and their advice is very shallow or they want to know the ugly details, I refuse to talk bad about W even though she said very harsh things to me and did bad things to me also, I feel like I will not get anything positive from talking sh%& about her. Not my style. But it is consuming from the inside.
