I’ve been in a really good mood the last few days, all things considered, despite the rainy weather in SoCal and being unsure what W will do.
I’ve been really getting into my classes with my students, and having lots of fun with them, and basically being unafraid to be myself in front of them. I’ve also been opening up more to my colleagues and coworkers, too—trying to be more confident and charismatic.
I am mildly concerned about what W will do next—she has an ‘appointment’ again this afternoon / evening. Hasn’t said what it’s for—she tells me and I’m all ‘okay, sounds good.’ I am concerned that it is for a L, and she’s drawing up the divorce papers.
I also know that in detachment, I shouldn’t be so worried about her or the perceived threat of what she might do. Though I’m expressing concerns, it doesn’t nearly weigh on me as much as it would have earlier, which I hope is a sign of progress.
Originally Posted by LH19
There are a lot of positives about getting divorced. More than most newbies can even imagine.
Saw this on another thread. I go back and forth on this one—I’m concerned about the boys, and about finances, and I’m worried about the religious aspects of it (for me, anyway), but SoTorn has also phrased it as a ‘get out of jail free card,’ and in my lighter moments, I’m inclined to agree with him. All that said, I still know that I have work to do on myself, no matter the outcome with W.
