It is really strange, for a period of time I was doing really well, then the dreams came, almost every night for a few weeks, dreams of us talking things over, doing fun things, dreams with my son telling me you said you were going to guide me a care for me forever.
I mean, why? How much more GAL I am supossed to do? I am busy all day every day.
I am experiencing this too. Some of my fears, desires, and questions find their way into my dreams. They manifest there when I try to keep my mind busy with other things but the mind plays these little tricks by pulling these thoughts out from their hiding places.
They're dreams. I try to leave them as that.
If you can make sense of it in a positive light, that's good. If you are letting them affect you negatively, I'd suggest trying to deal with them like with everything else, with patience and some understanding that you can't control them. I think once you can accept that, they may eventually lessen.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
