Gordie 23 one year after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Thanks all for letting me vent yesterday

I was unsettled by the R talk

But you guys picked me up

It was like I got punched hard in the gut

And I was not ready for it

Job calls this phase reconnection

I was letting down some of my walls

And she too has been letting down some of her walls

This is stirring up all sorts of feelings in both of us

No one said this would be a smooth ride



Journaling

So it was late and I went to bed

W wanted to know how I was feeling

And I stayed cool and calm and told her

I told her how much her words hurt me

And how I do not want to be in a sexless M either

And she said thank you for listening to me yesterday

And she asked me to hold her

And we laid down and fell asleep