Gordie 23 one year after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Gerda Oneart Marina

Thanks for checking in on me

I needed to vent those feelings and acknowledge that they are real

I prayed to God to help me

And yes I felt loved

Loved by God

And not alone

And then I decided to try one of my DB tools

To act as if this didn’t bother me

As if she wanted to see me

To fake it until I made it

And she responded as if she was happy to see me

So yes her feelings are real

I am thankful she is expressing them to me

As much as it hurts

And yes her feelings change

But my beliefs do not change