Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

So today my oldest child turned 31. Oldest granddaughter is now 11. W adds a year by the end of the month.

She was talking about getting a tree in the back yard taken down now. No leaves so that part makes sense. However if you are wanting to sell the house and are dragging your feet on packing your vast amount of personal items... doesn't make a bit of sense to me.

So in celebration of my oldest, I went to her favorite local sushi place. Ordered her favorite rolls and sent her pictures. Sorry they don't deliver across multiple state lines. What a nice Dad I am to do that to her. She appreciated it though so when she visits we will go there. So a tease.

Got a coaching session scheduled for Thursday. Got more added. I have made progress and still need to make more. My end goal is still the same. Definitely more open to that not being the case. Still not happy at that thought so yeah more work.

Good session at the gym. maintaining the 15 to 16 miles per hour pace. Got some time in on the weights too.

Helped scrape her windows this morning. Gave my car a chance to warm up. Yes she protested but I had done a lot of it already. Did get a thank you out of it. Nice, appreciated too, but not expected. Love is considerate. I have tried to be considerate but apparently had slipped. For me then. I have to look in the mirror.

So my grateful journal is going well. I had a day I missed and nothing came to mind as outstanding. Listing generic stuff seems to be cheating. Almost like posting here but definitely more focused.

Stay safe and warm everyone.