Job thank you for reassuring me that all of this is normal and maybe expected

In terms of going down the rabbit hole

O that temptation is there to either to either fight fire with fire

Or lick my wounds and retreat into myself

But trying to rally and pick myself up



DNJ thank you for the reminder that

Feelings are feelings

And that lighthouse does not bow or bend in the storm

O man I guess I was not expecting this



Andrew no offense taken

I am fully aware

This sounded so much like a pre BD speech

I was waiting for it

I found OM3 or whatever



Oneart

I know you are right

But it is so hard not to take it personally

She definitely wants me to chase her

But conversations like this push me away



SBJ the very long haul

I could not think straight this morning

All I could do was pray



Dejavu I know you can relate

We all have heard such similar things

I just do not know how to balance this

I want you to pursue me

I do not want you to put pressure on me


Sjohn6

Thank you man

You have been in my corner a very long time

One day at a time

Does not make for romantic Valentine’s Day feelings



Venting

I am angry

I am tired

I am frustrated

I feel rejected

I am craving affection

I am lonely

God help me


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving