My WAS - looking help and thanks in advance PART 6

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Well the drama escalated last night. I was expecting my sister to show up at my office to hang out and get food. I hear the back door open, I walk around the corner, there's W. I was not expecting her.

My sister showed up about 10 minutes later and W is freaking about b/c she can't see my sister. W later got mad that I told my sister that W was there. Bizarro. So W talked a little, she's hurt, doesn't think I care, blah blah blah. Cares about but doesn't know if we're good together. Well, duh. If we were good together would we be in this sitch? We've all heard it a million times. She's not ready to accept that she has hurt anyone. Oh well, you can't force defensive people to suddenly change or to look at themselves. So I'm going to stop.

Detachment. I am going to start working on better detachment. I am being too cold. Cold means she's affecting me, whereas me being steady and even keeled is me in control of me. W and I need some major change.

Got home from hanging out with my sister, W is kinda mad that I ate without her. She thought I might come home and eat something with her and wants to make me feel bad about it. I can't really win with W right now. W told me she is going to stay the night with a friend Tues night. Hhhmm... Yea I dunno. We'll see. We still have our locations shared via an app, maybe she's being honest. Time will tell.

Going to get busy, run more, build some stuff, get out with buddies, maybe hunt some this weekend. The thing is, W is going to be mad at me for planning stuff without her, but I have zero clue what her plans are. And she may decide she doesn't want to hang out with me. Very annoying, I will just makes my own plans.