Hard to feel 100% certain of your future when things are still in limbo, just a fact of the situation. I like your PMA, I like that you know what you want, and I like the trip to Miami.
Those important dates are bound to bring up some negative feelings. I was reading DR over the weekend and saw the stop sign technique so I've been trying to employ it this week as my sitch got pretty stressful. Maybe it can help you, although you have like 20 girls to keep your mind occupied!
I hope you find what you're looking for in terms of jobs and peace with your life.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.