My little hotel get away is going ok. I got a million calls and a million text messages from the H when he realized I wasn’t coming home. He literally lost it and is very made.
He send me a text saying he’s worried about me and doesn’t know if I’m out drunk or need help. I responded that I was fine and there was no need to worry.
What followed was phone calls and text messages.
He wanted to know where I was. I didn’t answer.
Somewhere in all of his text message rants he tells me that this seals the deal for him and that the M is over. He says he can’t beleive I didn’t come home.
He then goes on to say that I could never handle the truth about our sitch. And the reason I’m acting this way is because I can’t handle the truth.
He then goes on to say that the truth is, I’m not the woman for him. I’m a good woman but just not what he wants. He says we aren’t compatible. That the M just didn’t work out the way he wanted. He says that he messed up in the M for not holding me accountable for issues he had with me. And for not discussing the problems he was having with the M. He claims for that he’s sorry.
Says he was unhappy with me and the M for a long time and just try to force himself to act happy. That he did fall in love with me but he realized at some point that I wasn’t the woman for him and he should have left then.
He said he loves me but it just isn’t there anymore. Again, I’m just not the woman that he needs or desires. He’s said that sexually, I’m not enough. Again I’m just not the woman for him and that’s why he wants out.
He says he will leave me alone and stop pursuing me. He says that will be hard for him but both of us deserve to find the person that will make us happy. Says I can’t give him what he needs and he can’t give me what I need. Says me not coming home put it all into perspective for him.
I will be honest here guys...hearing all the above hurts like he11. “I’m just not the woman for him?” Wow OUCH! He’s been unhappy for a long time and faked it. The guy deserves an Oscar because I had no clue. His words cut like a knife and mentally I’m a msss. But I didn’t respond to his messages.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
