Hey Adam, I thought I knew. It felt like she was moving towards R. I’m still good, I still have mine and my sons best interests first. Wow I just keep getting reminded how screwed up she is.

A or no A she is being told by everyone how screwed up she is and it has driven her into a deeper depression. I’m her safety blanket, I see that is why she is acting this way. Have to work on that more.

I have still been doing my own things but I guess the NGS can still linger. She is in a bad place, I know I can’t help even if I wanted to.

H-50
W-48
T-19
M -18
S23, S14
BD - 5/9/2018
OM discovered 5/10/2018

In house sep - 8/18/2018
Rope drop 2/15/2019
R'ing since 3/15/2019