Here is a song that seems to express exactly what is in my H's mind and so many MLCers I have read about here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xirk18P889U

It's Billie Eilish's "Lovely" in case link gets blocked. The one with the lyrics.

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.