I think where you are is exactly where God needs you to be right now for her and for you.

We always think there must be some mistake (think of Ananias), that we have to tell him how bad it is and make sure He knows how we want it fixed, and to remind Him that we are doing our part and we are tired.

What you are going through now is what I long to go through some day. From my vantage point, it looks amazing, perfect, slowly unraveling with something amazing at the center of that knot, like Thumbelina coming out of the flower.

I truly believe that your W will understand what she did and what you did in response one day. The way Job describes it seems perfect and will help you have confidence in waiting.

And I think that at the same time she will come back to Christ. I think the latter will allow the former. But definitely not on your timing.

And in the meantime, watching you wait it out is helping all of us and no doubt will help all who come across your threat for years to come.

Last edited by Gerda; 02/08/19 10:22 PM.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.