Sorry to hear about the BD and you needing to speak to L on her threats.
Hope you got sound advice on how to best protect yourself (recordings, etc)
I understand how it feels to miss the intimacy. After a while it gets easier to deal with.
Time helps heal and helps to give clarity.
You start to see what they become and realize this is not the person you were attracted to. (This is what helped me to further shift focus off her since I no longer saw her as the mother bear doing anything to protect her cubs)
Hang in there buddy.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
