typical WW on my hands

[Twofeet]

Svdad,

The change can be alarming. We had gone out to brunch, explored the city, went to a wine event. Hand in hand, fingers interlocked saying ILY all day. We made love that day as well. Then we had a good begining of the week together, I was oot and got the call Friday. I came home and I literally did not recognize the woman in front of me. I think the shock of it all blew me away and I fell apart and did all the things you aren't supposed to do (cry, plead, reason, etc).

I come from a hard science educational background and I am very inquisitive. However, no matter how I wrap my head around it I am not coming up with any real answers. Just circular thinking and mental frustration. So I sit here going WTF happened... she figuratively died in front of me.

Some people saw it coming and some were blindsided. Just know you are not alone.