I guess I have to start all over with the detachment and going dark again. I can't bear to go through this emotional pain again so this time I have to be consistent. Time to truly work on letting go. I thought I had done that and I was on the right path but I let him pull me back in. That is my fault, not his.
It's really so sad that it has to come to this but this is how it almost always plays out. The LBS tries to hang on but the WAS just keeps slapping them back down again. Finally the LBS has been through so much hurt and pain that they just can't do it anymore. They raise their walls up and drop the rope. THEN the WAS realizes they've lost them and goes into pursuit mode. But after the LBS had truly dropped the rope, they don't want to pick it up again. Who can blame them, after what they've been through why would they want to chance ever going through it all again? Why can't people fall in love and just stay in love. Why aren't people willing to work at anything anymore. I just don't understand.
So much truth in that right there. Why do people give up so easily now days on m. It amazes me how many really do just walk away .
