Honestly, though I have got to get away from him this weekend. I know that as soon as I get home from job # 2 tonight he will try to start some small talk. How was your day...blah blah blah.
I am angry now so it's hard to be friendly. So I need a break from him so I can regroup and get back in a healthy head space because right now anything he says to me makes me want to smack the taste out of his mouth. I am not violent and won't do that but I visualize it.
So when I get home tonight, I am not talking to him. I need to avoid him. I will check in with my son, and retreat to my office or bedroom.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
