staying the course

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This morning ready for the 2x4s. Was out with W came home and had noticed other night OMs number pop up on phone screen. W said she was done and deleted his contact....last night again she was laying on couch and phone was right there and 2 texts and OMs # were on screen.

I told her her bf was calling...I know passive aggressive, impatient, etc etc....a little alcohol didn't help my sitch. She said it was over and deleted his contact...but did say they were still friends. Of course I know what that means...shes done until the next time. So I flipped off a little and did not sleep in bed with her.

The right thing to do was ignore as things seem to have been fizzleing and she has been moving closer and closer to me.

Kind of a hard stage, she seems to want to move forward and I have given in to more time with her. I feel emotionally detached but want to give back what i feel she is giving me. I think I was showing major impatience wanting to get to a reconcile point....but I am aware that this was passive aggressive behavior along with somewhat controlling behavior.

Wow after all this time we know what we need to do...can tell others, but struggle sometimes to do it.