Oh and just like usual he sends me a text message from work talking about wanting to put my car in the shop this weekend. He asked if I had to work or had plans. I didnt even answer. So of course he calls and I declined his call. He called again, I declined his call. He sends me a text message asking me why I知 sending him to VM. I text him back that I don稚 want to talk and I will take care of putting my vehicle in the shop myself. And that if I need to get around this weekend, I値l rent a car.
He responds that he thinks that痴 unnecessary and he is not sure why I知 acting like this. I just ignore his message. Truth is I have nothing to say to him right now. I need to clear my head and figure things out.
I知 packing up and getting a hotel this weekend. I知 just going to take some time for a little R&R and to try to get some clarity. I know my emotions are causing me to break all the DB rules and are causing me to act mean.
I just need some time to get myself back to a place where I知 mentallly sane. So Friday after school, I知 taking my S and we are leaving for the weekend. Unless my son has plans to stay over at a friends house. Either way, I知 leaving this weekend.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
