Lost

[Jac12]

"Not sure why facetime matters, and part of me wonders if the facetime is something you want."

I just mean that she's not checking in with her son when she's not here. When I'm away I try to facetime him so I can see him and say good morning or good night. I don't want her to distance herself from our boy.

I wasn't doing things right or playing safe enough with him

What's this all about?

If I wasn't changing the diaper correctly I'd hear it and it made me feel inadequate and I'm sure I showed some resentment. I should have just asked her how she likes it or made a little joke I suppose.

The rest of the stuff about her is just WW (wayward wife) garbage. "I need to be free" "I need to see what I may be missing" "I need to find myself". And the fact she's never really been single makes me wonder who she's with now.

Maybe she's with someone now, I really don't know, but that would be very out of character for her (I know you guys probably hear that all the time too).

She also said she's felt numb since her dad was diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago, just before our son was born.

Last night at home was very pleasant before she left for her condo. She did ask me though if I would ever consider living in a condo while our son was young. This caught me off guard and I'm not sure if she meant together or on my own, but it was weird of her to ask as we have talked about that in retirement.

I have read DR and most of the other threads - thank you for your replies!