Thank you, DnJ. I am insanely busy, but it's not that. I am in a weird place of acceptance and forgiveness alternating with a darkness that keeps me on my knees. The money problems are also paralyzing but mostly I am facing my own savagery (in a mirror, darkly) and just praying a lot and can't think of anything to put in words, which seem so insufficient.
I do like seeing you here though, am so appreciative that you are thinking of me, so thank you for that.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.