Updating....I read some old posts and got a hold of myself after reading up on the advice. I dropped the expectations...I was letting my guard down too quickly. Since we have not gone through R yet I cannot expect piecing.
I am sticking to what I do best and will give back to her when she is ready to give to me. Things are still better but I know she is struggling with many issues and is just not ready for the pain of R yet.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019