LH19,

I just added the signature, hopefully it will show up.

Thanks for the encouragement, I need that.

I’m afraid you may be correct. I’m starting to feel like he may be too late when he finally turns things around. Sadly, I think that will devastate him. For 13 years I’ve always been there for him...right, wrong, or indifferent. Even after his initial BD and PA, I stood by his side. Subconsciously, I think he feels I will always be there for him. Today I can honestly say, I’m not sure that’s going to be the case. I’m tired, I’m angry, and I’m struggling with my decision to stay.

Editing to add, I’m not seeing my signature showing up. So here it is.

Original BD: 10/26/2017
PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017
Second BD: 09/15/2018
Currently: IHS
M: 42 H: 45

Last edited by Living; 02/05/19 03:41 PM.
Original BD: 10/26/2017
PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017
Second BD: 09/15/2018
Currently: IHS
M: 42 H: 45
S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together