I felt that vomit inducing fear this morning when it comes to the unknown and my boys. There is tremendous fear there of the uncertainty. I looked for after school programs and so far nothing helpful. I saw places like tae twon do that was out of the way. Calling their future schools may be easier. If there was a fear of losing W, it pales in comparison to this for my sons. There was/is grief and sadness but this is different.

I just want everything to work out with :

Kids before and after school programs

Having enough time before and after work to drop them off and pick them up

Summer programs

What to do when I need to work overtime and who can I rely on besides these programs.

I also need to make sure I get approved at the apartments close by W house.

I don’t want to fail. I need to let the initial worries of not knowing subside.

Plan to consult with another lawyer or two and find out more about this new city , schools, and what they have to offer so I don’t feel this worry.


H 49 , W 47
T 23, M 17
S11, S5
BD: 7/18
IHS: 7/18 - 3/19
Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19
Piecing: 4/19 - Current

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