/journaling real-quick before bed (I’ll have more at some point tomorrow)
Not sure what this means, but this weekend I have found myself really, really, really NOT attracted to W.
Like, at all. Emotionally—her personality seems different (I know—she’s a different person, especially post-BD). Or even physically.
I feel like I have almost no attraction to her at all.
I’m not sure how this happened (though I’m guessing threatening a S / D to break up our family will do that), and I’m not sure if this is a good thing or not.
