So heres the deal I guess, from my perspective: I feel bettered, I feel stronger, and then I dont, but when I dont, it doesn't last very long before I am strong and better again.
You are armed with knowledge and you are doing very well.
You don't have to change your schedule to cater to her wants, and I'm glad you know that.
I see nothing wrong with wanting to talk to your kids but not her. She wanted a divorce right?
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.