Every time I talk to my parents and they ask about my sitch, I start to question my choice to stand. So, my convo with them today got me thinking, yet again, whether I'm really wanting to stand. I guess I hope H will get the help he needs, eventually. Even then, with all that occurred, will I ever be able to trust H again? I guess that's a long process to figure out, IF H even wants that opportunity.
I don't know if I have it in me to wait for another 6 months, year, whatever. I'm going to do some real soul searching over these next 3 months. At that time H will be forced again to face what he wants to do, but he might find that I made the decision for him. *sigh*
