I kind of did it! I think? (DB/ moving forward)

[ovrrnbw]

That's OK to be having a hard time with trying understand what he means. No one will know for sure except him and now he is probably not so excited to tell you all of that.

So let go of it, because you can't control it. It will drive you nuts, and I'm glad you noticed this as well. Take your space and get strong, be happy. It will mean a lot.