Hi all, having one of those moments where I need direction. If you follow my sitch wife is nuts. Lately has only been home but has been saying she needs to get out. Always says with friends. Of course I don’t believe, she will tell me where she is going to, etc but little details. Sometimes she sends pictures, texts, calls etc, and sometimes dark.

I said before I don’t care anymore. Maybe she has pulled me back to a comfortable spot and is back at it more covert now. I’m not looking or snooping but for someone pushing me to make things better the effort is off and on.

I feel the manipulation and am struggling to not just push for S again. I am answering my own questions as I’m typing btw. The lack of respect is unnerving. Just want it to end.

H-50
W-48
T-19
M -18
S23, S14
BD - 5/9/2018
OM discovered 5/10/2018

In house sep - 8/18/2018
Rope drop 2/15/2019
R'ing since 3/15/2019