13 years and 2 kids pt. 4.

[Hurt213]

I do indeed mention my WW too much, I can see that when I read over my own journaling, you are right - this I need to work on.

Cake eating / family time - I have a hope, that when me and her both have new partners in our lives, we will be able to do things together still for the sake of the kids. Because in the end of the day, we are still their parents, and that is my most important job in this world. I would hate it, if we were gonna end up being people who can't cooperate and do things together on occasion for the kids sake - This requires me to forgive and move on, and I am slowly getting there, although I will never forget the way I have been treated, it doesn't mean I can't forgive in time, because this is also for my own sake / healing.

She texted me just now asking "Hi :), if the kids end up being sick on monday, can I then call you, so you can come pick them up? I have a very important meeting at work".

I replied: "Hi. I understand that your meeting must be important, but I am not able to take the kids. I am sure you will figure something out."

So, 1 hour left at work, and then heading to the gym, gonna be great.