Not sure what to do

[SoTorn]

Hey Lost. The vets and everyone reads your posts. Dont feel bad if you dont get a response. Sometimes they dont respond when you are just journaling. If you need help make sure to ask for it. If you want feedback ask and someone will respond.

You cant fix things. Stop thinking of it from that mindset. Again, detach, focus on bettering yourself. Get a new hobby, go to the gym, get out and get a life. Yiu have to act as if you are moving on without him. Eventually, you may be moving on without him and since you will be used to it, you wil be ok if that is the outcome.