This is going to get worse before its gets better for you but when you come out the other side you will be a completely different man. I'm a way better dad now, in the best shape of my life, just ran a half marathon in September, recently promoted, and the list goes on and on. Even just learned to make protein pancakes lol.
Another beauty is I'm not afraid of anything anymore. I use to be terrified of public speaking. Now everything is like $hit if I can make it through a divorce I can do anything.
All this after the day of my bomb dropped wandering around my neighborhood aimlessly wondering what I was going to to because in my mind my life was over.
I will leave you with a quote I like it goes "My scars tell a story about how life tried to break me but failed!"