New thread- Newcomer pre-bomb drop

[SoTorn]

This isnt easy. I loved my WW so deeply. I truly did. I truly wanted to do everything I could to make her feel valued and appreciated and save my M. At the time I didn't see how badly my WW was treating me. I mean I guess I did but I just thought it was normal. I still loved her and wanted her badly. She was my world.

But she strayed and continues to speak with OM. Therefore, I took that huge step back, focused on myself and my kids and dropped the rope. Now I am solely focused on myself and my kids. My date to move out is coming very quickly. My financial plan will start very quickly once I get my bonus from work here.

I am looking forward to getting past this and moving on from my WW.

You will figure it all out. I really don't know how I dropped the rope so quickly. I listen to the song "Awful Things" from Lil Peep quite often. I guess taking that song to heart really helped me move on. In the song he talks about how the awful things his ex says to him help him detach from her and thanks her for that.