Long story short something happened while I was on business with my friend/coworker a few weeks ago where I was convinced to download a stupid dating app! I have so many thoughts and feelings about this but I’m typing from my phone so I want to cut to the past few days where I have now had two dates with someone I found there!!
At first we texted until like 2 am, met the next day for dinner, and this evening he came to my house WITH HOMEMADE TACOS. We had an UNO face off and then talked for a few hours where I found out he used to take a salsa class but never had a partner, which I have always wanted to do! He said he would totally do it together with me. He is very respectful of me and moving very slow, aside from being eager to see me, as I am with him haha.
I have no idea if this will turn into something serious and I have so many questions about dating in general, but the most important thing is I DONT GIVE TWO CRAPS ABOUT H RIGHT NOW! I know it’s possible for me to get hurt again but I am seeing that it’s also possible for someone else to care about me again and that is going to do wonders for my future.
More later.. but wanted to report how I’m GALing the F out of this thing
H:39 W:30 M:4 T:9
05/2018: H says "ILYBNILWY", BD 07/2018: Discovered A, confronted 09/2018: PA + other details emerge; H moved out 12/2018: I filed 03/2019: Divorce finalized
