You can post on here is long as you like or you can move it over to the surviving D forum.
I still have a hard time believing how fast your sitch went from start to finish. (BTW I think that's a good thing)
There is nothing wrong with getting out of your comfort zone. You definitely are not ready to date.
I had my last breakdown two years ago while my ex was away with the kids. The house felt so empty. Now, I love having the house to myself some days lol. Funny how things change.