Dealing with a WW and finding my happiness pt. 5

[SoTorn]

Journaling,

Well February is nearly upon us and therefore my financial planning will be going into effect soon. Thus the countdown begins for me to move out of the house and move completely forward with my life.

Last night I spent a good while on the phone with my new female friend in another state. Again I really like this woman. We both know that there is a must to take it slow, even though we have a lot in common and get along very well.

We talk a lot about codependency and how to avoid it. She is very nice to talk with.

I got hit with a major wave of sadness last night after I got off of the phone. I'm no longer sad about my WW. Im glad that I have the chance to remove her almost completely from my life.

I am sad because I will miss my nice big new house that we built together and I will truly miss living with my kids full time.

I know I will have to overcome the sadness when I move. Overall I am excited to live my own life, set my own goals and show my kids what it's like to move forward and succeed after such a devastating event.