Building my best self and life with or without W

[Did]

She always loved me more and pursued me in the relationship. Until her door slammed shut. The IC is great and gave me three bullet points. Of D4 first. separation no longer works for me. I’m going to level up my life. Are you in or are you out. And she has told me I should divorce her. That she is my drug of choice.

Friends say the same. What is she doing for you? Nothing good. Parents say the same. So yea when I see her it and we interact I want her. It makes me feel worse and I need to listen to my intuition there. It’s Fin obvious. So no more of that. Yesterday was the last time.