Adam, thanks for commenting. I'm a little confused with everything you posted. I think W needs to admit that the affair was wrong. Who would agree to marriage if seeing other people is OK? And W doesn't think my mom/sister should be mad at her for seeing OM. That's probably the biggest two obstacles.
Lately, I'm just feeling dead. Like I need to get out and do something to be alive. Maybe that means leaving W at home to go do stuff. And I just feel like W is just so lost right now. I need some more time to clear my head and take time to enjoy life.
If you were back at square one, would those be obstacles for you? Or would you live your life and let things fall where they do?
How did it progress without the first step?
Sorry if I made it confusing.
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
