Ask her what SHE wants? She gets to call the shots?

So what does being "in" mean to you?

She is going to give you minimal to keep herself hooked and getting paid.

I am just not following your logic, but clearly, you are going to do what you are going to do.

I think it is going to be detrimental to your own progress.

But to each his own, I think I commented enough and you have chosen your actions.