Into the Fire (LB55 thread 2)

[LB55]

Bubbs hang in there brother. Keep working on yourself. I went to the group fitness class tonight, I spent a lot of the class reminding myself I am doing this to improve me and not for anyone else. I talked to a couple women there; which is a big step for me. Not because they were women, but because they were people and I normally don’t speak to strangers unless spoken to. Not anything in depth, but conversation. I consider it a win for me tonight.

I am a bit sore, it was a tough class, and I am not overweight but definitely can build some strength. Going to go again Wednesday. I also have a friend coming to town Wednesday for a business trip so we’re going to get together and catch up. He knows what’s going on with me and it will be good to get his perspective in person. Haven’t seen him in a few years. We keep up on messenger but it isn’t the same as spending actual time with someone.

R2C thanks for the positive words, I am trying to stay positive and not let the what if’s drag me down that hole.

In conclusion, feeling better tonight and I am taking an evening off from reading the book.