Journaling

So w asked me to go on a little day trip with her

Where and what we were doing was not fully shared

I sensed something serious but just stayed calm

And left myself open to what was to come

After a few hours we drove to a place I had never been before

W explained that this was the place

Where she suffered trauma as a teenager

She asked me to stay in the car

And she walked to a very specific spot

And sat down and cried

After a while she returned to the car

And we drove home in silence

Holding hands


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving