Uncertain of What I Have (Thread 5)

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I hear ya on missing the affection and attention from a woman.. its been 7 weeks for me without w and that hurts . Got to look forward and not in the rearview I guess. It isn't easy thats for sure.

Going from regular intimacy to nothing for months [censored]. I had never gone that long in my life without intimacy. It was five months.

In my sitch I am done though. I wont be intimate much less hug my WW ever again. She doesnt deserve that from me and I deserve much better.