Into the Fire (LB55 thread 2)

[LB55]

Bo thanks for the support. I totally do the covert contracts thing, I think it’s discussed in chapter 4. I do things hoping others will notice and give me validation or credit. I don’t do things that have a reasonable chance of failure. Lots of things to work on but that’s what I want. Luckily I have a couple buddies that I can enlist in helping me with this who will help keep me straight and on track.

I have lots of toxic shame too, I haven’t told many people about what is going on because I am ashamed. I know they won’t judge me, but still. Have to fight through it. The person named ‘jason’ in the book sounds like a spitting image of me.