The utter disrespect with how your W treated you...buddy we are all pulling for you! Sounds like after you found yourself several touchdowns behind without even realizing you should have been on the field, you've since gotten back into the game. Improving yourself is a wonderful benefit to being on this site, although you don't really even realize you are doing it at the time the "bullets" from your WW are flying all around your head!
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This is a pretty accurate analogy. I had no idea. It was like getting ambushed by the man sleeping in the same tent as you. I am still feeling way behind. I think she has been working this since July 18 or so. First signs showed to me in about September. Hard when you are 1000 miles away to know for sure what’s going on. So much is learned through body language and facial expressions that don’t come through email and phone calls.
Saw the kids today, was nice to have some physical contact with them, they were pretty snuggly. D8 asked me where I was living, I don’t have a place yet, still on the ship. Kind of hurt to hear that from her. She was just curious but it still stung of finality. I am hopeful to have more time with them after Friday. Without supervision. Not because I want to quiz them about home or anything, but I need them to know I am the same person and want to be able to go have fun with them instead of sitting on the floor talking about small talk stuff. I want to go camping and fishing and bowling and roller skating with them. Things W won’t do because she has decided she never liked them and now won’t do any of them with the kids.
Even body language and expressions can be faked or hidden i guess. Up untill everything happened with my w I would have had no clue anything was wrong honestly. We were going to the mts, having fun same old same old. Trying to have a baby together the months before leading up to it all. Planning to move cross country together etc etc etc. So sometimes it doesn't matter far away or being right next to them... I knew something was wrong but I thought she was just down about not getting a job in another state, and not being able to get pregnant. I didn't know anything was the matter with our m .
