Struggling the last couple of days with thoughts about the W and the things that went wrong in our MR. I've been cooped up with the flu for the last four days so I haven't had anything to occupy my time. I also miss having someone here to take of me when I'm sick. W has checked on me several times this week to see how I'm feeling which was nice. I'm hoping I can kick this soon so I can get back to GAL, I'm starting to get cabin fever.
One positive is that limited contact is helping me to detach. I don't sit around wondering what W is doing all the time nor do I sit around hoping she will text me. Just a few weeks ago, every time I got a text or call I was hoping it was her and when it was her I responded immediately. Now when she texts I don't feel that urgency to respond right away, I reply when I can.
