Into the Fire (LB55 thread 2)

[LB55]

Thanks Joe.

Trying to keep all the plates spinning like a circus act and more plates keep getting added. I miss my old life but not the drama from my W. I didn’t know how bad it was, my family has been biting their tongues for years and it’s all coming out now. She has prevented my family from seeing the kids while I was deployed, thrown away groceries that were bought while she was on bed rest because they weren’t the right brand, etc; my family never told me because they didn’t want to hurt me.

Even if I decided someday that recon is what I want, I am not sure W could swallow her pride and apologize to my family, our kids, or me. She will definitely try and sweep it under the rug if she decides to recon. Right now the answer from me would be a firm no until you meet all these requirements and then I will consider your genuineness.

I know that’s a lobg way out if ever, I just like to mentally prep myself for the unexpected early so it isn’t so much of an ambush if/when it happens.