KML - thanks for stopping by. I have thought long and hard about this. I cringe how I just swept under the rug his infidelity, porn addition, and emotional neglect. I don't think he has it in him to do the intensive therapy he would need to make a good partner. I deserve a Great partner, and realize all I didn't do in our relationship that I could give in another one, and all I missed that I would need to make it great.. Whether the other relationship will be with someone else or a new one with H remains to be seen. I seriously have my doubts, and thoughts of being truly single pop up more frequently. I'm living single now, have been for 4 months, and so far I have a full life.
I'm going to do a lot of additional soul searching over the next few months and I feel like there will be some movement in some direction in the not too distant future.
