Steve: I've reached the point where I don't fear D, it's not what I want but I also don't want to be in a relationship where my love isn't reciprocated. I need to find my own happiness and I'm getting there. I know that no matter what happens to my MR I will be happy.
GAL has been on hold right now as I've been out of commission with the flu. Detaching is so-so right now, I got frustrated in MC when she brought up the splitting of finances. I don't let the things she says about my failures in our marriage bother me anymore. I used to get very upset about that but now I just let it go.
